The cobwebs of life

Stuck in the cobwebs
I can't get myself out

I flounce and escape one thread

But another many i spawn

I can break it all if i must

But i can't gather the force to thrust.

The strings pull me down, the clinging hurts in pain.

The web that i very hopefully spun is now stifling me, all in vain

Sunken and Stranded

Myriad things i want to do
Spontaneous i want to be
But not at the cost of what 
I am trying hard to not be

They say I'm living my life great
But I fear a future with regrets.
There is still no grip of 
What i really want to perfect

I feel like I'm trying
But i can't quantify any.
I know my Achilles heel 
That's killing my zeal

I am embarrassed to admit 
I've not progressed one bit
A fulfilling life i seem to dilineate
But deep inside I'm insecure and diffident.

I want to change this now 
But I'm still feared by the 'but how's'
I want this haunted feeling to end 
For too long now I've been feeling 
Sunken and stranded.