(A thought that passed my mind, contradicting the attitude in my previous post)
If I died today ... What I would feel from my grave ...
I miss having the family we were when I was a kid.
I miss having the fun I did when I was a teenager.
I miss having the independent life when I was working.
I miss having the married life I dreamt I would live with the one I loved.
I miss being me.
I miss having a Life.